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i am so sorry i havent really written in this thing in a while. i've been really busy! i've been doing alot with derek and seeing some of jenny. mostly derek tho. the other day he took me down to this nice bistro and we ate $200 worht of food. the place was very posh so i didnt eat as much as it sounds. after that we walked on the beach and told me how he wants to be with me forever. he said that i'm "the one" he wants to spend all his time with. i felt so special when he said that because i feel the same way. he lights up my life like no one else and makes me feel like i am a princess. i know its been a month but i have never felt this way about a guy before. never ever. i keep thinking way into the future and see how are kids are gunna be...they MUST be beautiful! i hope we have girls. that and i cant wait to tell them that that kinda bleeding is okay..but we are getting a little off topic here arent we? so yea.. i love derek he loves me yay for my life im so happy!!
my ppl are about to kick the USA's butt in gymnastics so im gunna go watch.
BYEE!! <33
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Nothing new here! just thought i'd post because jenny yells at me when i dont. SORRY JENN!
but yea, got nothing to say, besides i love derek so much..so yea... just letting u guys know im alive!
-jan
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the past few days ive been spending alot of time with derek. he is so sweet! we clicked instantly, i swear. he have so far eaten alot of sushi, surfed and well..hehe u know....0XD he is really too good to be true. u know why? well...i got a letter today. u will never guess from who!! yea, derek. he sent me a little love letter in the mail!! its this card with a heart on it that looks like he drew it and a cute little charm in the middle. i was like ooh i have an admierer when i first saw it. then i opened it and it said "thank you for charming up my life" XD HOW SWEET!!! i guess me hanging out with him has done some good! we are going out later tonight. i hope we go by the ocean!!! if not i must suggest it.
OOH!! i havent been this flattered and this happy in a long time. thank god for men <33
JENNY! lunch tomorrow? i say chili cheeseburgers.
gotta go doll myself up for the best guy ever!
-Jan
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oh man today was so awesome. i met this really hot guy names derek. he came into the bar tongiht and we really hit it off. he gave me his number and i dont know if i want to call him. he is so hot tho. let me tell u! hes like really tall and has black hair and green eyes and the hottest ass u have ever seen! god i want to do him so hard. ^_^
tomorrow i am going to go surfing with my best buddy jenny. i love that girl. maybe we will go shopping. i need another tiki cup because mine broke the last time i watched trigun while drinking.
well, i am off to bed bc i really am so tired out from chillen with the hottest guy in hawaii! ^^
-jan
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oh what an exhausting day. i did alot of house work because it really needed to be done. go me. i cleaned all of my appartment and put all my old clothes in bags for the poor children. then i saw this spider in my closet and i screamed and screamed and eventually i killed it but it was the scariest damn thing ever!
i am going on a road trip soon to VEGAS! i think next week. i love to gamble!
im off to bed, good night!
-jan
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HAPPY BITRHDAY TO MEEE! <33
im gunna go celebrate with my girls tonght at the bar. i hope i get alot of presents this time!
yea, i decided to start using this thing again ^^
-birthday jan
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i just got back from kentucky. i went to go see my grandma and her farm. yea, who would have thought my asian grandma would have one of those instead of her own sushi place? i rode this one horse that was white. her anme was yang yang. im gunna miss that horse. i also alot of fried chickennnn! gotta love the kinda south.
i did indeed run into this hot guy at a bar by grandmas house. we, well, u know..hehee, and it was really nice. i should really stop this random hook up business.
well, im pooped and possibly jet lagged.
-jan
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im going to kentucky for a while to visit my grandma. she isnt feeling too great and she could sure use the company..yea as much as i couls sure use some fried chicken in my belly!!
goodbye hawaii
-jan
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why must my life be so hard? no matter how much effort i put into things they come crashing down on me in the end.
for example, today i gave my presentation and i was totally shot down by my professor. apparenly i didnt have the right kind of sources. GOD! atleast i had them. i so got a c on my project i worked forver on.
i hate college.
i think im gunna go get smashed and watch some cowboy bebop.
-jan
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